Folks, if you want to know my thoughts on recent events I just CAN NOT tell you.
There is too many.
so many it makes this blog appear obscene to promote something about harmony and community with Christmas instead
I am hollowed out
I just can not cry or scream anymore
what is obscene is the scene on the tv screen.
but I will persevere because damn it this is my blog after all and its a part of my identity.
so I will continue this...regardless of what is on the tv or in the paper or in my head